The interior of a grand piano

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MOTIF.

/ mō-ˈtēf /·noun. A short idea that keeps returning — in a piece of music, on a canvas, in a life. The faint field of dots behind every page here is one. It has been called the motif in this site’s code since the day it was built.

Frank Levy, piano · public domain via Musopen

Music has never been a hobby I keep at the edges — it’s how I rest, how I feel most human, and, on the best days, something I’m lucky enough to make. That’s me below, junior year of high school, at a recital I’d spent months preparing for. The piano is where I first learned that discipline and joy aren’t opposites.

Junior Year High school · 2004

I’ve had the privilege of performing alongside a few of the artists I grew up admiring; mostly, though, I’m just a devoted listener. Here’s some of what I keep coming back to.


Charles Covington at the keyboard
Charles Covington
Duke Ellington, New York, 1946
Duke Ellington
Johann Sebastian Bach
Bach
Reverend James Cleveland
James Cleveland
Art Tatum at the piano, New York, 1948
Art Tatum
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
Mozart
Oscar Peterson at the piano
Oscar Peterson
Frédéric Chopin, photographed in 1849
Chopin
Erroll Garner at the piano
Erroll Garner
Hank Jones at the piano
Hank Jones
Ludwig van Beethoven
Beethoven
Chick Corea
Chick Corea
Herbie Hancock at the piano, 1976
Herbie Hancock
Johnny Costa seated at the piano
Johnny Costa
Sergei Rachmaninoff
Rachmaninoff
Richard Smallwood at the grand piano
Richard Smallwood
Stevie Wonder at the keys, 1967
Stevie Wonder
Hiromi Uehara at the piano
Hiromi

Portraits from public and archival sources

Jazz

There is no more honest music than jazz. It’s a conversation — players listening, answering, taking risks in real time — and it taught me a lesson I have carried far beyond the bandstand. Give me Art Tatum’s impossible hands, Duke Ellington’s elegance, and Herbie Hancock and Chick Corea forever chasing the next idea. I even had the rare gift of learning some of it up close: Charles Covington, a masterful pianist and organist, was my professor at Howard. He found jazz through a high school principal who played Erroll Garner over the intercom, which is why Garner is up there too.

Someday My Prince Will Come Hank Jones, Chick Corea, Hiromi and Austin Peralta. Tokyo Jazz Festival, 2006.

Classical

Classical is where I go for scale and stillness — music built to outlast the people who wrote it. I’m a lifelong Chopin devotee, and I keep close company with Mozart, Beethoven, Bach, and Rachmaninoff. It reminds me to think in centuries, not quarters, and that some things are worth doing for no reason other than that they are beautiful.

Gospel

Gospel is where the music and the faith become one and the same. It’s the sound I was raised on and still return to — James Cleveland, the Clark Sisters, Richard Smallwood, Smokie Norful, Shirley Caesar, and the incomparable Mahalia Jackson. There is a joy in it that doesn’t deny the hardship; it rises straight through it. When I need to remember what I believe, I don’t read — I listen.

Hip-Hop & Rap

Hip-hop is the sound of making something from nothing — a corner, a hard season, and a secondhand turntable turned into an art form that conquered the world. It’s the closest thing I know to my own story: where you start does not decide where you end. Jay-Z is my north star here — more than any businessman I could name, I’ve modeled my own steps as a builder on his, from the corner to the catalog to the boardroom. Alongside him: Biggie, Tupac, Young Jeezy, Lil Wayne, Rick Ross, and J. Cole — poetry with a pulse, truth delivered where softer forms get ignored.

Beyond category

Some of what I love refuses to sit in a single box, and I love it all the more for that. The Beatles and the Bee Gees. Michael Jackson. Luther Vandross. And Motown — all of it, always. If it carries that much soul, I have never needed a genre for it.

“The best things happen when you leave room for someone else to speak.”

— what jazz taught me first, and life kept confirming

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